I'm feeling a bit like im drowning right now. all this stuff to do. the only way I really unwind is when I dive into my silly band slash stories that I dont keep up on anymore. :( I want more time to read band slash. it's a great thing. :(

my soccer team just lost. :P pfft w.e, but i didnt play again, which is throwing me through a loop...

I want a gallery showing for all my stuff that I've done. I really want to win that contest my teacher is sending me in to. If i get it, i get to show all of my stuff like a pro in a gallery, yeah, i know, i just said that, but it sounds really far off for me. I'm not that great but I might win a gallery showing... 0_o now that throws me through a loop... wow. and I might get a page in some art magazine if my teacher remembers to submit my stuff. 0_o i don't have much faith in her remembering, since that's just the kind of person she is, but yeah. the "what ifs" are starting to build up in my head... I dont want to get my heart set on it, since I know I'm not that great and she's really bad at organizing her life... :( sadnessss

Ok, off to read about Gerard's bright red hair :P